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— The Secret History (1992)
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“But you know what I really am? Selfish. Because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I would’ve rather have died than be human. I’d rather die now than spend a handful of years with you…only to lose you when I’m old and miserable and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now.. than spend my final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was. Because that’s who I am, Elena. And I’m not gonna change. And there’s no apology in the world..that encompasses all the reasons that I’m wrong for you.“
“Fine. Then I’m not sorry, either. I’m not sorry that I met you. I’m not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything. That in death, you’re the one that made me feel most alive. You’ve been a terrible person. You’ve made all the wrong choices. And of all the choices I’ve made, this will prove to be the worst……but I’m not sorry that I’m in love with you. I love you, Damon. I love you.”
Lady Bird (2017) Dir. Greta Gerwig
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National Library of Malta (and Laura) ✨
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Today I had my first real moment alone since arriving in Malta, over coffee and books this morning at a café near the university. I love this spot; these balconies are everywhere in the city and they are so full of sunlight :–)
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Hatchet for the Honeymoon, 1970, Mario Bava
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I want him………..but ima shut up and let the universe decide